~little-crumb

i've never loved anyone more than i have loved him.

my baby.
mi bebito.
my souuuuullll... my all.. <333




<3

well, here's another update for you guys.

i've got a job in manhattan, working at the museum of natural history... thats pretty nifty, no?

life is going pretty well.
y'know.

the usual.




i've been writing a little.. been doing iffy in school, as usual.
re-arranged my room.
looked for a chair. couldn't find one.
feeling sleepy.
and hungry.

so, i think im gonna get some food.


k.
thats all.

now go away.
)

update:

live in city/bronx
still no job
no amazing new songs.. i mean.. okay i lied.. there are new songs. just none that are like WOWWWWWWWWW to me.
soon enough though, eh?


i'm in love
with a drummer boy
and an artist
and king kong maiden. hahahah jk... or... jk? hahhajahaha


i'm sleepy.
i shouldnt have a computer,
rots the brain.


anyway, more art to come.

soooooon!


muah.

so i'm writing this song.. well, two songs actually.
both about this person i know. and they're pretty weird. and by weird i mean interesting... you see, the one song is about letting go of something you've been after for a while.. and then the other is basically a loose rendition of the story of persephone... one line (which, by the way, is one of my favorite lines in the song) is "blue eyed monster, taming me and taking me with pomegranate lullabyes, oh no".. you have to actually hear it to get it. but its awesome.... so yeah.... and then, and THEN! the other line which i love is sort of a reference-- well, okay, not sort of. it is a direct reference minus the actual name-- to Antigone. thats my second favorite line "just like she, is she the woman or the hero? with dirt-drenched, blood-stained fingers".. ahhhh.. so yeah... this music stuff.. its coming along nicely...

oh- but the weird thing, thats right. its weird, because its coming along awesomely, but its almost like im trying to figure out a puzzle or something. it's become an obsession of some sort, writing this music that just comes to me in waves.. its bizarre... but i'm learning to cope with it...


anyway. i'm hoping to talk to my friend who's visiting soon... i'm getting crazy nervous about it, and i havent even spoken to him all week now..


isnt it weird how time can be so slow in moments, but outside of those moments it flies by in chunks? like.. this week has gone incredibly slow, but all in all this year is going so quickly. it really blows my mind.

and speaking of blowing my mind, its getting really dark out, and there's supposed to be a storm tonight.
i hope there is one... i love them, even if i do have some mixed memories with them. theyre still gorgeous and wonderful.

rain is the best.



anyway- thats it.
talk to you people soon.
love love love.
-me.

life's pretty exciting for little ol' me lately. next saturday, i'll be looking at an apartment in the bronx. next semester, i'm gonna be studying anthropology at Lehman College out there, playing my music more often.. making friends from ny.. doing more art... fueling my coffee addiction.. singing.. dancing.. yeah. all of that.

i'm going to miss my vermont friends very very much.. but overall, i think this is going to be exciting and wonderful.

so there.






people will have to come and visit me.
i'll buy you ice cream.
har har.
:}